Hi, my name is Julianna, and this site was created for my personal healing. If I am being honest, I hate that I needed to create this site. My whole life, I have known that my father was abusing me, but I couldn't recall details that accurately captured my lived experience. Somehow, my mind blocked a lot from my consciousness, but my body has always remembered. At 40 years old, everything came to light, and for the first time, I am feeling everything that I have suppressed for the past 4 decades. It's an excruciatingly awful feeling. This is the end of living in survival mode and the beginning of living a fully human and complex life with all of my emotions. Silence has been my default, and now it no longer serves me. I am no longer ashamed or scared, and I want everyone to know what has happened to me. 

 

I hope this process is as healing for you as it is for me. 

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Peace, love, and grounding.

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